I don't remember the day very clearly. No faint smells, striking sights nor sounds. I do however clearly remember the utterly frightening and foreign experience. Something, somewhere in my mind or soul was removed, ripped off, or switched, I can't honestly tell you because I can't figure out the confusing and spastic mess that is my memory. But let me explain so that someone out there, with a sane and functional rational mind may hopefully pull something useful out of my ramblings and explain this to me. Because I am very lost.
Activity. Humming. Buzzing. A sense my brain actively produced thought and lived. After that, disconnection, my h